I feel like I need to be completely honest with everyone,
and mainly myself. I applied for this program because I know that my eating is
not totally outrageous but it is far from healthy. I try to eat healthy,
and I usually do well until I get home for the night and that is where I
go downhill. I end up eating large portions for my dinner and then rationalize
myself half of the time into having some sort of treat whether its ice cream,
popcorn (with butter) or the candies that are just laying conveniently in a
bowl in the living room. This usually comes because it is available and sounds
good, but once I sit down with the bowl of ice cream in front of me, I
usually regret that I am about to eat it, but continue anyways. After
listening to Joleene tonight, it made me face my real issue and that is that I
need to stop rationalizing and trying to sabotage my progress for fear that my
progress is not going to be perfect. I genuinely enjoy working out and many
forms of exercise and so I have been blogging about that because it is
something I am doing well with, but I realized in order to get the full extent
of this program I need to be completely honest with myself and change my
eating habits. I am really looking forward to meeting with Nicole in the near future
as she is the one I am most in need of. So, as of tonight I am focusing more on
my thoughts around food and making eating a conscious decision that I will not
regret before I even finish. One of my goals for this week was to integrate
more fruits and vegetables into my day by eating at least one each day. So far
so good! And I also chose to not eat a treat tonight!
Feeling Determined!
Chelsea
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